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Dex Antares  

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Not Perfect

Journal Entry: Tue May 13, 2008, 5:41 AM
I'm not perfect.

I'm barely even healthy right now. I've got a lingering head cold. I can barely breathe. I'm in a level of discomfort that makes everything more difficult. Dizzy. Stuffy. Coughing hard and long. and to be perfectly honest, I just coughed up something so horrifying it'd given Wes fucking Craven nightmares.

I bring this up for a few reasons. As always, I won't go into detail. People really seem to hate that sort of thing. Suffice to say, whenever I talk to people for any serious amount of time lately, I seem to wind up pissing them off. That is, if they even speak to me at all... which usually winds up with me being ignored.

I'm gonna say it again. I'M NOT. FUCKING. PERFECT.

My close friends know that I pride myself on being a nice guy. I like to be helpful. Courteous. Patient. But all those things have their limits. The trick isn't knowing HOW to reach those limits. That never works. Whenever a human being knows their limitations, they fool themselves into believing they can be the next Bruce Lee or something. People always think limitations only exist to be exceed. This is rarely the case.

The trick isn't knowing WHAT the limitations are. Only THAT they are. There is no SET amount of things a person can handle before they lose their cool. It's different for every person, at every moment. If you think a person can describe their own limitations in a black and white, neat and clean, cut and dry manner, you're a fool.

So here's the point of my indignant little rant. Call me "dramatic." Call me "narrow minded." Go on. Pretend I'm being mean. Or nasty. Or self-centered or pig-headed or ingrateful or WHATEVER suits your self-righteous interpretation of me.

You'd be wrong. YOU'D the the narrow-minded one.

How many fucking times do I have to tell you idiots...

I'M NOT PERFECT.

So stop expecting me to be. Allow me to make some fucking mistakes and maybe we'll ALL get along better.

I'm doing my best, you assholes.

  • Mood: Grouchy
  • Listening to: "Pressure" by Billy Joel

Devious Information

  • Current Age: DoB: 1/9/1983
  • Current Residence: Long Island, NY
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Medium to Small
  • Interests: Yugioh, Lego, Toy collecting, Fantasy Metal, Nightwish, Dragonforce, dragons
  • Favourite movie: Return of the Jedi
  • Favourite genre of music: J-Pop, Fantasy Metal, Eurodance, parody
  • Favourite artist: DC Comics
  • Favourite poet or writer: None in particular
  • Favourite photographer: Strange_1
  • Favourite style or digital art: Traditional/pen and ink/ manga
  • Operating System: Windows XP (preferred)
  • MP3 player of choice: M3 DS Rea adapter/ DS Lite
  • Shell of choice: MoonShell
  • Wallpaper of choice: A smattering of my favorite drawings, adverts, and other random things.
  • Skin of choice: ...it puts the lotion on it's skin...
  • Favourite game: Yu-Gi-Oh! Duel Monsters (Yes, I'm one of *those* guys ^^;)
  • Favourite gaming platform: Nintendo DS Lite
  • Favourite cartoon character: Kyle Rayner (Green Lantern)
  • Personal Quote: I blame society. It's easier than accepting responsibility myself.
  • Tools of the Trade: Sonic Screwdriver

Devious Comments

*SP85:iconSP85: 20 minutes 36 seconds ago
Thank you for the :+fav: and :+devwatch:!

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*Quisit:iconQuisit: 2 days 22 hours ago
Tnx for the watch!! :hug:

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:frail::butterflytwo::frail: Di tanto in tanto noi ci incontreremo, quando ci piacera', nel bel mezzo dell'unica festa che non puo' finire....:frail::butterflytwo::frail:
~jcastick:iconjcastick: May 10, 2008, 9:31:24 PM
Thanks for Much Favage! :)

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~Atuki:iconAtuki: May 3, 2008, 3:16:25 AM
thanks for the watch :D

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*Quisit:iconQuisit: May 1, 2008, 9:16:21 AM
:wave: how are you!!!

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:frail::butterflytwo::frail: Di tanto in tanto noi ci incontreremo, quando ci piacera', nel bel mezzo dell'unica festa che non puo' finire....:frail::butterflytwo::frail:
=Ephourita:iconEphourita: Apr 28, 2008, 11:37:02 PM
Supposedly The Phone Will Ring
Right After You Do This.

















Just read the little stories and
Think of a wish as you scroll all
The way to the bottom. There is
A message there - then make your
Wish.















No attachment on this one.


!













Stories

















I'm 13 years old, and I wished
That my dad would come home from
The army, because he'd been having
Problems with his heart and right
Leg It was 2:53 p .m.. When I made
My wish. At 3: 07 PM . (14 minutes
Later), the doorbell rang, and
There my Dad was, luggage and all!!





I'm Katie and I'm 20 and I've been
Having trouble in my job and on the
Verge of quitting. I made a simple
Wish that my boss would get a new
Job. That was at 1:35 and at 2:55
There was an announcement that he
Was promoted and was leaving for
Another city. Believe me...this
Really works!!!









My name is Ann and I am 45 years
Of age. I had always been single
And had been hoping to get into a
Nice, loving relationship for many
Years. While kind of daydreaming(and right after receiving this email)
I wished that a quality person would
Finally come into my life. That was at
9:10 AM on a Tuesday. At 9:55 AM
A FedEx delivery man came into my
Office.He was cute, polite and
Could not stop smiling at me. He
Started coming back almost everyday(even without packages) and asked me
Out a week later . We married 6
Months later and now have been
Happily married for 2 years.

What a great email it was!!

















Just scroll down to the end, but
While you do, think of a wish.
Make your wish when you have completed
Scrolling. Whatever age you are, is the
Number of minutes it will take for your
Wish to come true. Ex.you are 25 years
Old, it will take 25 minutes for your wish
To come true).
















However, if you don't send this to
People in 5 minutes, you will have bad
Luck for years!!

Go for it!!!
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STOP!!!
Congratulations!!! Your wish will
Now come true in your age minutes.

Now follow this carefully....it
Can be very rewarding!!!!

If you send this to 10 more
People, other than the 5 that you
Already have to send to, something
Major that you've been wanting
Will happen.

Message: This is scary!

The phone will ring right after
You do this!

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So könnte es gehen.
*psyconorikan:iconpsyconorikan: Apr 19, 2008, 1:26:10 PM
Thank you so much for the fav! :heart: I really appreciate it! :blowkiss: :glomp:

-Psy-chan

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~enjoado:iconenjoado: Apr 12, 2008, 12:15:48 PM
Thanks for the fav :)
~amishrolf:iconamishrolf: Apr 10, 2008, 10:08:55 PM
thanks for the watch :b

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~bienku:iconbienku: Apr 9, 2008, 4:10:56 PM
thanx for the add
~LadyMyrina:iconLadyMyrina: Apr 8, 2008, 1:40:22 PM
Thanks for the fave :D

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=Ephourita:iconEphourita: Apr 8, 2008, 1:12:32 PM
:iconflowerdanceplz::iconflowerdanceplz::iconflowerdanceplz:

Thank you!

:iconflowerdanceplz::iconflowerdanceplz::iconflowerdanceplz:

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Mich Dir geben, ohne mich aufzugeben.
Dich verstehen, ohne mich zu übersehen.
So könnte es gehen.
=YokuboFukuzatsu:iconYokuboFukuzatsu: Apr 2, 2008, 8:00:27 PM
Ah Loves Jew <3

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*Captain-Galant:iconCaptain-Galant: Feb 22, 2008, 12:58:28 PM
Thanks so much for the faves! It's greatly appreciated. :)
~Lindajing:iconLindajing: Feb 14, 2008, 8:51:50 PM
Thanks for the :+fav: for [link] ~!
:D

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=YokuboFukuzatsu:iconYokuboFukuzatsu: Feb 14, 2008, 7:13:04 AM
Happy Valentines Day <3

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~vanillaDICE:iconvanillaDICE: Feb 13, 2008, 9:01:27 AM
Thanks for the Fav on [link] !!
:+fav::hug:

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*whodagoose:iconwhodagoose: Feb 10, 2008, 8:50:14 AM
Thanks for the comment!

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*Neko-Chan-Aud:iconNeko-Chan-Aud: Feb 4, 2008, 1:14:59 PM
Thanks for the faves Dex! ^-^

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~Strange-1:iconStrange-1: Jan 28, 2008, 8:38:36 AM
Thanks a ton for the :+fav: on "Companion Cube Valentine"!

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83.4% of people just don't want stupid made-up statistics in their signatures. If you are one of those people, don't copy this.
=YokuboFukuzatsu:iconYokuboFukuzatsu: Jan 26, 2008, 1:30:52 PM
>8U

RANDOMLOVE RAAAAHHHH

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